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indifferent [Sep. 20th, 2006|10:26 pm]
Its Your Turn To Try.
so im actually growing up i think. crazy i know. i miss matt so damn much. i cant wait to see him. doubt ill leave! ill be staying there for good very soon actually=] him being in germany is getting really difficult for me. we talk less and less everyday. totally different time frame. i dont know what hes doing, where hes going or anyone hes with. i feel like im not a part of his immediate life anymore, which sounds silly. but its just the way i feel. if i were any lonelier id probably jump off of a cliff.
on that note, im probably going to eat myself to sleep and gain another 500 pounds....YAY